Monthly Archives: August 2008

everything fell into place

It may feel like it’s very alien or abrupt how this all started but there were indications right? Anyways, we are taking baby steps. I’m realizing the signs only now. It feels like we fit right into each other. It feels like everything fell into place.

I don’t mind that it happened only now nor the fact it took two years before we finally had the courage to venture or even consider it. You were so into her and I got scared as I was someone new in your life. I had two rocks I was knocking my head with, one after the other. You were a witness to all that. We’re both stupid. Nevertheless, here we are. Maybe, those people had to pass by so we could appreciate each other more.

I’m not scared that it won’t work. I know it would. What scares me is to fathom what won’t make it work. However, this is not time to be scared nor to think of things that has not happened yet and are even uncertain. This is time to look forward for the days that I know you’re ever closer to me (for I can’t say I only have you now for you have always been there).

I think I already loved you even before I knew I did.

Thanks for making me happy…


everything fell into place

It may feel like it’s very alien or abrupt how this all started but there were indications right? Anyways, we are taking baby steps. I’m realizing the signs only now. It feels like we fit right into each other. It feels like everything fell into place.

I don’t mind that it happened only now nor the fact it took two years before we finally had the courage to venture or even consider it. You were so into her and I got scared as I was someone new in your life. I had two rocks I was knocking my head with, one after the other. You were a witness to all that. We’re both stupid. Nevertheless, here we are. Maybe, those people had to pass by so we could appreciate each other more.

I’m not scared that it won’t work. I know it would. What scares me is to fathom what won’t make it work. However, this is not time to be scared nor to think of things that has not happened yet and are even uncertain. This is time to look forward for the days that I know you’re ever closer to me (for I can’t say I only have you now for you have always been there).

I think I already loved you even before I knew I did.

Thanks for making me happy…


some nerdy chic

It’s a Saturday and I woke up early to take a bath and try on my new make-up.

I just bought Revlon’s Colorstay because I’ve been watching youtube videos about make-up and I have heard great reviews from xteener and itsjudytime.

I also bought myself an eyeshadow palette from Revlon and will use it as a base for the eye shadows I already took from Mom. He he he he he he! Oh I’m not a meanie. They were gifts to her that she didn’t really like nor use. She’s a lipstick person. I try not to take any of her lipstick from her except for those she freely gives to me.

I noticed that the blush and powder gave way probably within an hour or 2 because of my very oily skin. Probably due to heat (I don’t have an air-conditioned room), the lipstick melted a little after that. But the eye make-up is still very vibrant. Putting an base really does make the eye make-up last.


After 3 hours I decided to curl my hair. I’ve bought myself a curling iron long time ago but I haven’t tried it. This is my first time to try it and I love it!


I also use the nick nerdy`chic in IRC. (Oh by the way I didn’t get it from Michelle Phan although I love this girl. I just discovered her on youtube and I envy her skin and big eyes!) I started to use it when some guy just put it in my head when i told him i love literature, books, anime, and computers. Lots of people have been asking me whether I own a pair of glasses. In fact, I do. I’ve been wearing them since 2002 but it’s just 100 and 75, left and right respectively. I just bought a new pair because the last pair was broken and here it is.


Besides, I believe to be a real nerd, one doesn’t need to look the part but be the part.